Blog of Random Thoughts
I am a bit tired today. This morning I realized something when I woke up needing to pee. When I went to the washroom I realized that my skin was a bit wet. It seems that at some point I had dribbled all over myself. Looking at the undergarment it was difficult to tell, but…
Reddit is a website that I enjoy reading and have been on it for ages. I do not always post, but do on occasion when I have something relevant to say. Yesterday I was reading a post about someone who wanted to leave their current job for another opportunity but they were hesitant to leave…
I have been lucky throughout my career that for the most part the leaders that I have reported to have been excellent. Generally I have been provided freedom to work how I want and provided leeway to do things the way that I want to. I am not always one that abides by the rules…
Last night I tried my experiment of not eating or drinking and trying to sleep through the night. That did not work as I am still going to the washroom every couple of hours, regardless of whether it is night or day. I think that the one consolation though is that I am actually getting…
I have not been sleeping well the last couple of nights. I can fall asleep easily but when I have gotten up in the middle of the night I have been having some difficulty going back to bed. This morning I was up at 2:30 and ended up just staying up for most of the…
I am generally aware when there are some bugs on the website. Every once in a while I need to update certificates on the website as technically it uses some levels of security. None of the security really matter though because there is no real content on the site that anyone would want to steal…
I am not strong enough on my own. A lot of people have made comments about Melanie and my strength throughout this. What people may not really realize is that a lot of my strength is because of Mel. I am not sure she realizes the impact that she has on all of this. She…
Yesterday flew by as we spent most of the day doing our usual, going place to place to eat. Olivier made a remark to Melanie that was a bit heart wrenching. He had said that we go on a lot of trips for Xavier’s hockey and we went on this trip for a food run…
I started driving this morning and drove for approximately 45 minutes or so so Mel could eat breakfast and to see how I would do. I made sure not to push it too much so that I would not get too tired for the rest of the day. During our drive we were chatting and…
In case people are wondering, the titles for my posts sometimes come from songs that I happen to be listening to. This one is a random song that happens to be playing at the time and it is not really reflective of anything else. The patterns from chemo are starting to come back, but as…