Blog of Random Thoughts
Body dysmorphia is an intereseting phenomena and it is common among people with eating disorders. I have a better understanding of how those people view their own body. For the last 6 or 7 months it has been difficult for me to look at my body as I see my rib bones protruding as well…
18,262 days or approximately 438,302.25 hours ago my life began and my favorite pitcher Pittsburgh Pirate John Candelaria also known as “The Candy Man” threw a no hitter at home. This bit of information may be useful if I had any interest in baseball, I could count this as a memorable moment in time. On…
We have a very long layover between our games today so we decided to go to Sportschek to look for some shirts for Olivier. Xavier is sitting on the bed laughing hysterically now because of our shopping experience. He is telling us that when he was younger he did not like having shirts with logos…
Like every other time when I have a huge amount of steroids I do not sleep well. The pattern last week and this week were the same and I am not sure if it will continue next week or not. I was up at 2:30, and stayed up till 4am doing some work and then…
Today at 7:45 I drove into the hospital to get my bloodwork done along with my preassessment. I signed in at 8:05 and the proceeded to go to get my labwork done prior to the preassessment. I had paid for an hour and I until 8:58 to finish everything. Bloodwork was uneventful and I had…
When we went to see Spider-Man this past long weekend there was a quote in the movie that I really like from Aunt May. “When you help someone, you help everyone.” Every interaction that you have with people will have some sort of impact on them. It is your choice to determine whether that will…
I keep on walking over 3000 steps in a day and going up and down the stairs repeatedly and it is taking a toll on my legs now allowing me to recover quickly. I thought that today that I could relax a bit more in terms of moving but for some reason, I am not…
Today was supposed to be a nice quiet day, and I was informed that possibly today I would crash due to the treatment. Everyone slept in this morning except for me. I got up this morning and made French Toast with the brioche bread that Olivier and I bought on Saturday, some breakfast sausages and…
A fond memory I have growing up was walking to a restaurant in what seemed to me to be the middle of the night. I was young and it was dark out and I remember that my parents and my cousins decided to go out to a restaurant that was within walking distance. I thought…
This treatment is not going to be my favorite. I am going to spend treatment drugged up and falling asleep and sleeping through the afternoon when I return. The evenings are fine and then I am up all night because of the steroids. I ended up getting up and working a bit and doing some…