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Last night we abandoned our child again. I was watching the OSU vs Texas collge football game on TV and OSU was winning 23-3 and I was not feeling well so I decided to go bed. I took my temperature before bed and i was 37. I was quite cold and at that time I…
I woke up this morning quite early as I had to go to the washroom and stayed up for a bit before I decided to go back to bed. There was F1 qualifiying this morning so I wanted to watch it but knew that I wanted to eat. I had a craving for a breakfast…
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Today is 9/11. In 2001 I was living in Ottawa working in the stockroom at Pier 1 Imports while attending Carleton. We had a TV in the back and for some reason the TV was on and we were watching it live as it happened. It was quite a shock at the time and watching…
I had treatment today and had a special request to have a power port inserted so that I could use that up in CT. Normally I try and bring treats for them in these situations and Mel will go grab them for me at times. I appreciate that Mel does not care too much when…
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It has been a year since I found out about the return of the cancer. There has been so much that has happened since then and time flies by so quickly that if you blink you will miss out. I think that is why it is important to just focus on the positive things and …
I was concerned with my weight as I was not sure if the ascites was building up quickly, but this evening my weight is in the normal range which is quite reassuring. We told the kids that tomorrow we were going out for dinner to celebrate and the kids asked why. After informing them that…
The anniversary of when I found out about the cancer returming is approaching in 2 days. I was talking to Mel last night and today about it and the last year has been quite a journey. Once we found out about the cancer we had to convince the surgeon to even do the surgery, undergo…
When I am not feeling well, my writing and thought process is so bad. I am glad that I have it documented as it shows the level of cognitive decline when my energy reserves are low. I need to make sure that I do not get to those levels and make sure that I monitor…
Today I have confirmed that I need to be very careful about driving in a vehicle after eating. We decided to go visit Mel’s parents at halfway lake for a couple of hours. We are dinner and Olivier wanted some ice cream from the store, but Mel had just finished a box of wine and…
I ended up going to bed at approximately 12:20 last night after I took the sleeping pill at midnight. The sleeping pill worked wonders as I got up this morning around 6:30 because I had to go to the washroom. On the bright side I got up because I knew that I had to go…