Blog of Random Thoughts
When you can no longer do something easily you start to take things for granted. An example is the act of getting up out of bed. For the last week I have been sleeping with the bed in a fairly upright position so it is not too as difficult for me to move in and…
Mel last week told me that I should not try and be superman and that I need to make sure that I rest. I scoffed at such suggestions and figured that I could power through it. I am not sure how I managed to do it the first time through. State of mind is one…
I have been taking less pain meds as the days have progressed and for the most part it is quite manageable unless I do things that activate my core. This morning I went with a drive with Mel, and it was painful. It is hard to say whether it is her driving or the streets,…
When I was in high school I started watching F1 racing for some reason and my favorite team at the time was McLaren. In 1990 they won the championship with Senna but I was just a casual fan then. I would watch it on occasion. In 1997 Adrian Newey one of the best car designers…
This is my fourth day home from the hospital and I am starting to feel better. I am still annoyed that there is so much that I still can not do. Everyone says that this is expected as I have had major surgery. That is true, but I do not have to like it. I…
There are a lot of small simple things that you take for granted when you can no longer do them. Such as getting in and out of bed or getting up from a chair. They seem like such easy tasks until you struggle with it. The last two days it was quite painful to move,…
I started writing this yesterday and got interrupted. It may sound a bit disjointed and you may see a shift in tense. Before 7am I have received numerous heart felt messages wishing me well today. A friend of mine sent me a message Isaiah 41:10. I can not recall if I had mentioned this before…
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Tomorrow I am going in and there is a lot of unknown. I will give updates tomorrow as soon as I can. This evening has been a bit rough for me. I am feeling a lot of anxiety today. I am a bit fearful of what tomorrow may bring. Not as much for myself, but…
I was listening to this song and even with all of the hardships that I have gone through, I would not change a thing. They help shape you and build resilience. I think something that concerns people is wondering if you need help will there be people there to help you out or not. It…