Blog of Random Thoughts
Mel and I are watching Amazing Race Canada and one of the teams is a pair of Asian twins. What they have been doing is keeping a mistake log so they do not make the same mistake again. Typical Asians focusing on mistakes and not achievements. I thought that it was rather amusing that they…
I felt a bit tired today even though I had a good nights rest. When I weighed myself today my weight was up significantly, but I had just finished eating so the 147lb I think is fake. I took a bath today and I realized that I was starting to lose body hair. Interesting it…
I met with my oncologist today to discuss my treatments. He said that I looked well and that it seems that the ascites is not building up as fast as before and the last time I was drained there was not too much. It is approximately 1kg for every 1 L that they find, so…
This weekend has been fantastic in the sense that I have not left the house at all. I have spent the weekend just resting and gaining more energy. Even though I have been home the whole weekend I do not think that I have eaten as well as I should have. Last night right before…
Today it is my favorite sister’s birthday. Out of all my female siblings she ranks #1 in my heart. Now, some of you might argue that I only have 1 sister, but it is still quite the feat. Olivier tells everyone that Xavier is his 3rd favorite brother, so at least I have my sister…
My sister told me that the website was done yesterday and she normally keeps a tab open to check on my blog, but she does a search on occasion for it and she shared a screen shot of an AI synopsis. I then tried it on my own and it was slightly different and it…
I have been in a cranky mood today. I have had very little patience for things and I think that it may have started first thing when I had to drop off Xavier and we managed to make it right on time. When you are on time you are late. I hate just showing up…
Last night I did not feel well so I had taken a bath and felt a bit better afterwards. Mel made me take my temperature and it was 37.9. For the next two hours I would take my temperature and it started at 37.9 and slowly decreased tp 37.0 by 1am where she work me…
This is only the second cycle, and my third cycle starts in two days and then i get a break. My doctors in Spain had said that I should wait for a couple of cycles to see how I react to the treatment before going bak to Spain. At the time I was thinking, this…
Body dysmorphia is an intereseting phenomena and it is common among people with eating disorders. I have a better understanding of how those people view their own body. For the last 6 or 7 months it has been difficult for me to look at my body as I see my rib bones protruding as well…