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I tend to listen to music a lot and there are a lot of songs that trigger memories of different stages that happen. When I was first in the hospital there were some songs that I randomly listened to and now when I listen to them I am always reminded of my time in the…
My family’s religion is Buddhist even though no one practices it. My aunt use to as did my grandmother but no one in our family does. My brother is actually baptized Catholic I do believe. One of the beliefs in Buddhism though is rebirth or reincarnation. Once upon a time there was a psychic who…
I am still not use to how easily fatigued I still get. People who have had a c section or have gone through it with a partner I think understand. Motion of moving up and down repeatedly that activates my core fatigues me over time. Yesterday we spent time unpacking things for the kitchen and…
I have been sleeping much better now. Mel was out with friends until the wee hours of the night and returned home at 2am. I had to get up to drive Xavier to hockey at 6am and slept the night except for Mel waking me up briefly as she came home. Food intake has been…
Clarity makes such a big difference to how I feel. Yesterday was a bit of a long day at the hospital and those seats are not super comfortable, but last night I slept well. A lot of the previous anxiety that I may have had went away after talking with the doctor. What we know…
Yesterday we had people at our house helping out the installation of our kitchen. They were here until close to 1am. Over the course of the last couple of months they have come after work and helped out with our renovations, sacrificing their free time during the weeknights and weekends to help us out. I…
I just got off the phone with my oncologist and everything happened as I had expected. The surgeon was not too keen to do surgery and I do not really blame him as we do not really know too much of where it is. What we do know that there was a tumour and that…
I had trouble sleeping last night. Whether I believe it or not, news about my cancer always has an impact on my physiology. I may not not consciously worry or think about what is happening, but it is clear that my body thinks otherwise. No matter how I perceive what is happening or how I…
This weekend I have been a bit fatigued, and you can tell by my writing. My energy was conserved to write what was happening but it was difficult to articulate gratitude for everyone that has helped out. Simple things like twisting off the top of a jar feels difficult and you do not realize how…
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I did not realize how tired these last couple of days have been for me. This morning I slept in until 9am, something that I rarely do and only really do when I am not feeling well. I do not feel sick at all, just tired. It was to the extent that I actually took…