Blog of Random Thoughts
I have a lot of servers at our house and add approximately 20TB or so every year. It is a bit of a pain in the ass when I need to reconfigure things and set it up and I should build in some redundancy into the system but getting all of the uninterrupted power supplies…
When I chat with Mel and my friends they are disheartened that something like this can happen to me. Mel articulated it saying that we try and do good, give back and be helpful. I am ok with this happening to me as opposed to someone else that I know. I have a strong network…
Mel will one day read all of this once she is ready to and I am sure that I am going to get in trouble. She will say that I should have told her some of these things. I have not been feeling well today, but I am not sure if it is because I…
We had the counter people come in today to measure the dimensions prior to cutting and installation. Initially they had told Mel that it might be till Christmas, so she was bracing herself for a long wait. He told her today that they would be ready to install the countertops next week and the backsplash…
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Today it is a bit later than normal as there was a lot going on today. We were gone for most of the day yesterday as Xavier had a game out of town. He did not play up to his standards yesterday and he was not very pleased with himself. The team as a whole…
Yesterday I had my appointment to discuss nutrition and diet and it was actually quite a lot longer than I had anticipated it would be. She had remembered me from the first time that I had gone through treatment. It was evident that she had pressure to see me as soon as she could as…
Yesterday I received a text message from a friend of mine who works at the hospital. She asked me if I was in the building as the dietician was free to see me if I was there right then. Weirdly enough I was not hanging around the hospital waiting for potential openings. I am sure…
This morning while I was making coffee I realized where my anxiety and fear from last night came from. Last night my viewpoint on this was much different than the way I should be looking at this. I have always known that all of the literature and studies have shown that when cases like mine…
Read More “October 16th – When you lose small mind, you free your life” »
I finally heard back from the surgeon today and have an appointment scheduled with him next week. I think that this is a positive as it would indicate that the oncologists have pressured him into considering this procedure even with the risks associated with it. The issue is that with this timeline it will still…
Read More “October 15th – Silence is so loud in the shadows” »
I have been dropping weight lately, but it is much slower than before I think. It is a bit concerning because I do not really have much room to lose more weight. I have been throwing up more, and Mel is concerned about it, but it seems that right after I eat I need to…