Today was much better than yesterday and the day before. Over the course of the day while I worked I did not get too fatigued. Mel was not here to keep an eye on my eating, but she still texted me every now and then to make sure that I was eating. It seems now though that I can eat more frequently, but just smaller amounts. It allows me to actually drink more though so it is not too bad of a trade off. Xavier had hockey today as they started Silver Stick and I am aware that I can not go as early as I would like. Since the game was in this end of town it was not too bad for me to attend it. Xavier was not starting today, so people did not attend as early. He ended up going in half way through the game though and let a goal in. Watching it live I was not too impressed with it. Watching it on replay I still did not like it, but the mistakes that I thought he made were not what I thought he did wrong. He will watch it and understand what he did wrong and will be ready for when he starts tomorrow.
I think what I need to be careful of tomorrow however is I need to make sure that I have enough food to eat over the course of the time that I am at the arena. I need to make sure that my pockets are packed with food and I make sure that I do not fatigue myself too much. I will bring a bigger cross bag with me tomorrow that has a better supply of food and drinks. I could drive, but I think that I am going to wait till next week to drive as at the end of the day I am still tired. I do not know if I really want to be driving all the way out to Garson and be too fatigued. It is not a short drive back home. I can tell that I am quite tired now as my mind is processing information slowly and words are not flowing into my head naturally. I need to think of what I want to write and composition is not coming naturally. Today feels like a Friday for me energy wise and we still have 2 more days of hockey. The chances of us advancing to play on Sunday has taken a severe hit because of the loss today, which on the bright side will give me a day of rest before work starts again next week.
The fact that it is approaching 2 weeks and I have yet to hear back a response from the pathology is reassuring to me at least. It may still come back as positive, but at least it was not so definitive that they knew right away. Even it is coming back I think that I will have adjusted enough that I can manage whatever the next round of treatment will be. It seems that I am too tired to write so have yourself a great day.