Blog of Random Thoughts
I am still not use to how easily fatigued I still get. People who have had a c section or have gone through it with a partner I think understand. Motion of moving up and down repeatedly that activates my core fatigues me over time. Yesterday we spent time unpacking things for the kitchen and…
Clarity makes such a big difference to how I feel. Yesterday was a bit of a long day at the hospital and those seats are not super comfortable, but last night I slept well. A lot of the previous anxiety that I may have had went away after talking with the doctor. What we know…
Yesterday we had people at our house helping out the installation of our kitchen. They were here until close to 1am. Over the course of the last couple of months they have come after work and helped out with our renovations, sacrificing their free time during the weeknights and weekends to help us out. I…
I just got off the phone with my oncologist and everything happened as I had expected. The surgeon was not too keen to do surgery and I do not really blame him as we do not really know too much of where it is. What we do know that there was a tumour and that…
I had trouble sleeping last night. Whether I believe it or not, news about my cancer always has an impact on my physiology. I may not not consciously worry or think about what is happening, but it is clear that my body thinks otherwise. No matter how I perceive what is happening or how I…
This weekend I have been a bit fatigued, and you can tell by my writing. My energy was conserved to write what was happening but it was difficult to articulate gratitude for everyone that has helped out. Simple things like twisting off the top of a jar feels difficult and you do not realize how…
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There are a lot of small simple things that you take for granted when you can no longer do them. Such as getting in and out of bed or getting up from a chair. They seem like such easy tasks until you struggle with it. The last two days it was quite painful to move,…
I started writing this yesterday and got interrupted. It may sound a bit disjointed and you may see a shift in tense. Before 7am I have received numerous heart felt messages wishing me well today. A friend of mine sent me a message Isaiah 41:10. I can not recall if I had mentioned this before…
umbilicus removed
Yesterday was quite the interesting day as I was at the hospital for quite a lengthy time. My surgery is now scheduled for 9am Tuesday morning. I need to register at 7am and I then sit around waiting in there until I go in. I am supposed to fast and stop taking vitamins three days…