Blog of Random Thoughts
I now have a driver to take me to my appointments as Mel does not think that I am capable. She is also cutting up my food and feeding it to me after she pre-chews it. I am actually not that bad at the moment but I think that Mel is doing it to prevent…
On Friday morning, the weekend seemed that it was going to be relatively calm and quiet. Xavier had a game on Friday night and that was all that was on the agenda. By the end of the afternoon we found out that he was going to have 4 more additional games. He is playing 3…
Perception can change so much from different vantage points. This morning while I was going through treatment I was talking to the technicians and they had mentioned that right now we are treating it very superficially and trying to radiate that area. With the surgeon his belief was that this is widespread and it will…
Last night was a rough night. I woke up at 1:45am. At first I thought it was because Mel was assaulting me as I felt something in my chest. I grabbed Mel’s arm to stop her from assaulting me. But she was sleeping. It seems that I had some acid reflux and it woke me…
When I arrive at the cancer center for my appointments in the morning the parking lot is not always full, but the number of cars that do not park well always astounds me. Previously, working here I had so many vehicles actually hit the truck or park so close that our bumpers were touching. Sometimes…
I have not eaten well the last two days andy earlier observations of weight drop following a bad day of eating has been confirmed again. Each day that I do not eat a minimum of 6 meals will result in a drop of 1lb. Yesterday I did not feel well so it was understandable and…
I think that I am starting to see the cumulative impact from the treatments. This morning I woke up and every thing seemed ok, but last night I told Mel that I would make Olivier’s lunch in the morning. Upon reflection I am not sure if that was the best of ideas. I have started…
Each time you visit the cancer center you get a bracelet to wear. If you kept it from the day before they do not print you a new one. Mel wanted me to get rid of it this weekend and wondered why I kept it on. Whenever I get new clothes, for fun I like…
Last night we had people over to finish some more details of the kitchen renovations. Mel and I had slid the mini fridge into the space, but it was tight and not perfectly aligned. As I have the strength of a 5 year old I could not help out much. Our floors are slightly tilted…
I am still not use to how easily fatigued I still get. People who have had a c section or have gone through it with a partner I think understand. Motion of moving up and down repeatedly that activates my core fatigues me over time. Yesterday we spent time unpacking things for the kitchen and…