Quick update
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Author: Q
November 3rd – Surfacing
Tomorrow I am going in and there is a lot of unknown. I will give updates tomorrow as soon as I can. This evening has been a bit rough for me. I am feeling a lot of anxiety today. I am a bit fearful of what tomorrow may bring. Not as much for myself, but…
November 2nd – Wouldn’t change a thing
I was listening to this song and even with all of the hardships that I have gone through, I would not change a thing. They help shape you and build resilience. I think something that concerns people is wondering if you need help will there be people there to help you out or not. It…
November 1st – Forevermore the apple of my eye
I have not been feeling well today and I am not sure if it is because I am sick or whether it is subconscious anxiety from Tuesday. The reason why I am questioning it all is when I thought that we were 4 to 6 weeks out from knowing what was happening I felt great….
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October 31st – Never Be The Same
Yesterday was quite the interesting day as I was at the hospital for quite a lengthy time. My surgery is now scheduled for 9am Tuesday morning. I need to register at 7am and I then sit around waiting in there until I go in. I am supposed to fast and stop taking vitamins three days…
October 30 – Drama is exhausting and I would rather be alone
I arrived at the hospital this morning in registration and saw a bunch of people that I know. One of them tried to cut in front of me with a larger number, but they say back down and patiently waited. We got to the part about preferred accommodations and she mentioned that if I did…
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October 29 – P.S. I love you
I had a rather busy day today and it seemed like everything went by super fast. Xavier’s mask arrived and while most people tie in the goalie dangler to the mask I have always sewn the laces together so that they never come undone. The benefit of this is that it is pretty permanent and…
October 28th – Shatterproof
Things next week are going to be interesting. On thursday I find out what time my surgery is scheduled for next week. If things do not go well then I will be done fairly quickly and if things go well then I will be there for a much lengthier amount of time. I will be…
October 27th – Schrodinger
I lied. So when I had said that it was going to be clear sailing for 4 to 6 weeks while I waited to hear when surgery is? Yeah, that is not the case. I should have known better though really. Why would it take me 4 to 6 weeks when that is normally how…
October 26th – n/A
I am a bit tired today still. I did not realize that we were gone yesterday for approximately 12 hours. A very bad habit I have when I work is losing track of time. This morning I was working on some things and time slipped away from me. I use to have my Mac tell…