It always surprises me how many people read the blog and how many people reach out when I have not contacted them for a while. I need to buy myself a new laptop or attach a new keyboard and I am sure that I will write more. My last blog I wrote it all completely from my phone and Melanie asked why I was doing it on my phone. I tend to make a bit more errors when I do it. I appreciate all of the care that people have and the amount of people that check in on me still is astounding. I am quite lucky to have the network that I have.As I have been going back to work now, and starting to get into some bad habits I have noticed that my endurance has increased but I still need to be careful about my food intake. If I do not watch it carefully I can run out of energy and it is like I hit a wall and have difficulty doing things. Talking to the health specialist mentioned that I need to eat more oils and continue what I am doing now. If I eat every 1 or 2 hrs I do well, but if I need to do anything physical I need to make sure I adhere to this strictly. If I am sitting at my desk I can go 3 hrs and it is not so bad. All of my coats have lots of extra food in it for things like this but I realized that with the summer coming I do not always think about this. I will need to make sure I buy a small backpack or something to make sure that I bring food with me at all times. I am continuing what I wrote yesterday and today I was still exhausted from yesterday. It reinforces the fact that I need to eat properly in order to be ok, otherwise it impacts me quite a while. We are going camping this weekend and setting up the trailer. Some issues came up and Mel is not too happy. She will call the dealership tomorrow to see what they can do. They have been fantastic with us and I appreciate the assistance we get from them. Our last two large purchases we have had issues, but once they have been resolved it is great. We in initially had lots of issues with our van but it is getting better now.When I look back, even with all that happened last year, I think that I have been very blessed. We bought Xavier customized goalie gear and it has all arrived. I am in a situation where I can do things like this for my kids. We are not struggling and have had lots of assistance. Melanie’s boss made a comment to her about how amazing after was to get through everything last year while working. Thinking back I do not remember a lot about work. There are a lot of things that I partially remember, but a lot of details are fuzzy. I still have a hug aversion to a lot of food but hopefully it will get better