Blog of Random Thoughts
Today it is Mel’s birthday and I did not get her anything. Normally I plan something or get her something memorable, but this year I was a bit more preoccupied. I think I will plan something once I see how much money we have left in our accounts after I pay for the latest credit…
By now you would think I have learned. Last night I ate food that did not sit well and ended up vomiting. Totally my fault. I ate my tomatoes compote with cheese on some crostini as my snack. Now this would not be an issue if I had only 1 and started with protein prior….
I spent the morning relaxing as we were having Mel’s birthday party with the family today. I made sure to eat and to drink throughout the day and did well for my food intake and managed to feel quite comfortable. That is until the afternoon while I was doing some food prep. I finished some…
I arrived at the hospital early for my appointment and started to walk towards the tower that I was told to attend. I aborted as it did not seem right and went to where I normally go. Once I arrived there, the registration clerk told me that I was really early for my appointment, but…
Today is CT scan day. My appointment tonight is at 9:40pm and it is actually in a different location compared to where I normally go. Most of the time I get my scan done in the South Tower but tonight i am in the North Tower. I do not recall ever getting a CT scan…
Yesterday was a pretty swell day for eating. I managed to eat pretty consistently throughout the day and I think I have things dialed in now. Liquids are not giving me as much trouble as they have in the past. I can manage to drink things fairly easily and I do not feel crazy full…
It is still early in the day, but I think that I have things under control much better now and a lot of my vomiting was due to lingering effects of radiation treatment. I have the routine down on what I need to do and I think I am beginning to understand the new normal…
I am a bit surprised that I have been able to maintain my weight with all.of my episodes with eating lately. Today I am riding the edge and I feel full all of the time on the verge of throwing up. As soon as I feel that I can eat, I have eaten a bit…
I need to better set my expectations. I know what the limitations are for my food intake but I keep on trying to push it a bit more each time. Yesterday I realized that soda crackers do not sit well. It is a pity because I really like them, but I can not eat them….
I really enjoy lemon poppy seed loaf as I am addicted to opium and it is my fix. Mel decided to make some this week and we finished one of the loads earlier this week and Mel took the one from the freezer out as the kids requested it. I cut myself a small piece…